Awkward

I read this book called awkward it’s by Svetlana Chmakova. It’s a realistic fiction book because some of the events that occurs in the book could have happened but not all of them. This book about this girl named Penelope, she’s new at this school. She had a mindset to stay on the low but it turns out she doesn’t accomplish that, she bumps into this boy and she never said sorry. Now she’s trying to figure out a way on how to say sorry, but gets scared every time she’s even near him. Until they have to go against eachother to save their clubs. Who will win? I think the book was okay it was ingesting it was like once you starting reading it you couldn’t put it down. My favorite character in the book is Jaime because he’s kind and really caring. My favorite part would have to be when Penelope and Jaime started bonding because it was like their friendship was meant to be they are both really kind and enjoy the same stuff.

Paper towns

I read this book called paper towns by John Green, it’s a realistic fiction book because some of these events that occurs in the book could actually happen in real life. This book is about a boy that is in his senior year his name Quentin Jacobsen and a girl also in her senior year named Margo Roth Spiegelman. Quentin and Margo were friends when they were little then they stopped talking, Quentin has been in love with Margo ever since he was little. One night she climbs through his bedroom window and tells him they need to go on adenvture. All night they’re going around town doing the most craziest stuff. The next day comes along and he finds out she ran away.Days later he finds out they she left clues for him and with those clues he is trying to track her down. The more clues he gets it turns out the girl he thought she was wasn’t her true identity.

Downtown Chicago

I see myself in 10 years having two dogs a Great Dane and Pitbull and one potbelly pig. The Great Dane will be named buba, the pitbull will be named princess and the pig will be named tiny. In collage I will study archteach or go into the makeup industry like makeup artist. I am hoping I could have my own makeup line. What or I'm in school I would work at a footlocker. I will be living downtown Chicago or Los Angles California. I will be driving a gt mustang it will be black with red rims and the interior will be red. I could see myself living with my two best friends Laisha and Evelyn in a three bedroom apartment.

August 21.....

All I could see was my eyes keep filling up with water, my friend telling me to calm down, my mom instigating me with questions on what happened. It felt like my heart was just broken in to a million pieces. I kept telling myself why did this happen, what did I do wrong.

It was May 17th. I was in the fooling around until my friend nudged me and pointed her head to this guy. I looked at her and said "He's way out of our league and plus he's older."

Then, I got home and found his social media me being me I added him. He immediately added me back. I texted him hey we started talking back and forth. At first I just thought about us as friends then feelings started coming along. I knew he wouldn't like me but I told him anyway. I started telling him how I felt. I sent it waiting for a reply.

Suddenly my phone buzzed. I was scared o open it so my friend read it first. As  I read it and jumped with excitement. He felt the same way! At first I was happy but then I started feeling nervous I started over thinking. I told myself it's okay just see where it goes, which I did.

After one month of us talking we had a thing. Yea we had our ups and downs but we got through them. We were together for two months until.... August 21s. That's the day I will never forget, It affected me I so many ways. I was laying down until I got a text from him it said "we couldn't be together anymore."

I suddenly felt like someone took my heart and started stomping on it. All I felt was my tears coming down my cheeks. All I could hear was my friend telling me "Ale calm down it will be okay." My mom asking me a lot of questions like why was I crying, what happened etc. I didn't feel like talking at that moment, so I just sat there crying staring at the wall ignoring every question she asked.

This impacted me in a really big way because it made me go into a depression stage. I barely ate, I didn't want to do anything, I wouldn't talk to anyone, distracted at school, cry myself to sleep, I just felt alone like no one knew how I felt.

After 7 or 8 months I started getting over the feeling. I started eating more, doing more stuff, focusing on school. Since then I've learned that it doesn't matter how long you know a person for. Someone you met one month ago could have a bigger impact on you then someone you have known for two years.