August 21.....

All I could see was my eyes keep filling up with water, my friend telling me to calm down, my mom instigating me with questions on what happened. It felt like my heart was just broken in to a million pieces. I kept telling myself why did this happen, what did I do wrong.

It was May 17th. I was in the fooling around until my friend nudged me and pointed her head to this guy. I looked at her and said "He's way out of our league and plus he's older."

Then, I got home and found his social media me being me I added him. He immediately added me back. I texted him hey we started talking back and forth. At first I just thought about us as friends then feelings started coming along. I knew he wouldn't like me but I told him anyway. I started telling him how I felt. I sent it waiting for a reply.

Suddenly my phone buzzed. I was scared o open it so my friend read it first. As  I read it and jumped with excitement. He felt the same way! At first I was happy but then I started feeling nervous I started over thinking. I told myself it's okay just see where it goes, which I did.

After one month of us talking we had a thing. Yea we had our ups and downs but we got through them. We were together for two months until.... August 21s. That's the day I will never forget, It affected me I so many ways. I was laying down until I got a text from him it said "we couldn't be together anymore."

I suddenly felt like someone took my heart and started stomping on it. All I felt was my tears coming down my cheeks. All I could hear was my friend telling me "Ale calm down it will be okay." My mom asking me a lot of questions like why was I crying, what happened etc. I didn't feel like talking at that moment, so I just sat there crying staring at the wall ignoring every question she asked.

This impacted me in a really big way because it made me go into a depression stage. I barely ate, I didn't want to do anything, I wouldn't talk to anyone, distracted at school, cry myself to sleep, I just felt alone like no one knew how I felt.

After 7 or 8 months I started getting over the feeling. I started eating more, doing more stuff, focusing on school. Since then I've learned that it doesn't matter how long you know a person for. Someone you met one month ago could have a bigger impact on you then someone you have known for two years.